i find myself bawling in the bathroom again….this time tho i'm not curled in a ball. rather, i have turned on the fan to tune out the crying. note to self: must decorate the bathroom before any other room. the prettiest room should be where u spend most of your time right? i have gotten 2 good night sleeps in the last month and a half. i'm close to druging my children. Vahn has been teething and it has been a disaster! my sweet, funny, happy baby has turned into a whiny sack of drool who is constantly getting up at night. i am woken up on average of 2-3 times everynight by him and many times at least once by one of the other 2. my head constantly hurts, my resolve of eliminating daily regular coffee has been destroyed. i'm daydreaming constantly about taking a nap and the luxury of a good night sleep. i'm dying!! i can't control my temper, i wanna run to the nearest empty lot and scream or maybe beat the piss outta something. whichever would be nice. i've had to increase my medication and i feel like i'm loosing it. where is June Cleaver to clean the house and cook dinner when i need her??