i am TIRED of dealing with little man's gas!!!! he has a hard time sleeping which makes for a long night. yesterday i dealt with it from 6 am til 7 this morning. last night Kevin was getting mad at me cuz i was getting frustrated and very short tempered with him…..he didn't have to deal with it all day while trying to take care of Cozette! i think partly last night he just wanted to be snuggled cuz in the evening he wouldn't stop crying unless someone was holding him. i can't wait til he sleeps thru the night at the same time tho that means he's getting older which i don't want either:) today i tried to take a nap but the other 2 didn't want to cooperated, finally i just gave up cuz i was hungry and Vahn was going to eat soon….ooooo for a full night sleep.
i realized today how talented i am. this is the first day with all 3 of them. so far so good except around lunch time. all 3 needed/wanted to eat. in the middle of me feeding Vahn and them eating, Chandlur had to pee. i helped him get on the toilet with one arm while the other arm was holding Vahn to my boob to eat. he peed and went back to eating lunch…..talk about multitasking talent!!
Kevin is starting to look more seriously at houses again. i really want to move but we need to be making more money with our biz for that to happen. we are working on 20 clients in the next few months to make that happen. i think he is starting to actually be serious about our biz. he seems to have a bit more of a burn for it now. we have to move forward with our biz cuz i am soooo tired of trying to budget and not having much money left over! i have expensive desires in life, they r just waiting to be expressed:)