i begun to fill out Chandlur's adoption papers today. my head hurts!! i had to figure out what needs to be filed and fill out all the papers needed….aaaarrrgg! talk about a stressful day! its a culmuntation of the stress of the past(why), the present(healing), the future of being whole and having a whole family(Chandlur's questions and probably search). it will be so wonderful to have this done and the stress off my back! i just want to get the papers filed! i should have it finished up tomorrow and to the courts on monday.