i have come to realize the reason Chandlur is acting out and not listening lately is because he's a mommies boy and i haven't had much time to spend with him one on one. life is soooo busy with all 3 of them….i don't get much time just to sit. Kevin and i are comming up with ideas of what i can do with him that would be just a small amount of time with just him and i…….here comes the art projects:)on the note of Chandlur…….he is doing soooo well potty training! usually during the day he keeps his pull up dry! he is doing so much better than i thought he would do. now if only Cozette will get rid of the diaper:) on can hope, right?
i am about to become a walking zombie. i am really tired and it shows in my mental power. Vahn is having a hard time at nights. his gas was pretty bad the past few nights. he also has started getting up 3 times to eat instead of just once like at the beginning. last night he was up soo much and i'm exhausted. i would take a nap but i'm pretty much giving up on that idea. by the time one actually gets to sleep another is up. i'd rather get other stuff done than fight and try to take a nap then get pissed i can't sleep.
Kevin has been back to work for a week now. i think life is starting get back to routine, a busy routine, but routine. i'm moving from the time i get up til the time Kevin gets home. by that time i'm exhausted. i can't wait til Vahn sleeps thru the night and i can get more sleep to carry me thru. also i'm about to start working out again and that will help also. i'm tired of being fat so here goes the weight loss! i'm hoping that it goes better this time than from the last time i tried. i guess since my body is all out of whack it's harder to shed the fat. i'm ready to be fit and healthy again. plus i know it will help me mentally and physically get thru the day better.