just a quickie cuz i know i’ve been quite this last week. we have been really busy. thursday we had a WIC appointment, then Vahn had his 2 month checkup then i had a mental appointment then i had biblestudy..whew…i was worn out:) mr Vahny Vahn is 11lbs 7ozs, 23 inches….a big boy!! i looked at my other kiddos at 2 months and they were 11 some pounds and 23 inches…crazy! his gums are a little swollen and he’s been chomping and fussy so i think i may have an early teether on my hands:(. this weekend we went out to Kevin’s folks in Carlton. His dad needed some help so we hung out and spent the night. my mil had a baby shower for me on Sunday. we got back last night. it’s amazing how much crap we need to take with the baby!! it was nice and relaxing. thankfully i really enjoy my in-laws and they are great with the kids. Chandlur always says “papa house, papa house”. today is a really tough day. it started at 6:30 with Vahn and Chandlur being up (they usually don’t get up til 7:30 or 8). then Vahn has been soooo fussy and i’ve been trying to get my chores done. ooo and the usually whiny Zetti. i hope that if we keep on her about not whining and using her words she will get it and not be so whiny as she gets older. my ppd has been ok. the Zoloft has helped some. i’ve just started the 50mg tablets and will prolly go up to 100mg. my appointment thursday brought up a pretty painful time in my past. the therapist was amazed i’m still here and how well i’m functioning cuz i never had professional help:) i thought i dealt with all this crap but now i’m second guessing myself. i left with same physical feeling i felt back then, the anxiety, shortness of breath, and tension. it was wierd! i’m excited to go to her cuz i think this will help me soooo much with all the crap i’ve gone thru. i kinda go up and down. i had a bad morning saturday and Kevin was sooo nice. we were having probs with the oil in our car so we took it to Oil Can Henry’s before we left town. Kevin just changed the oil yet had them change it again to see if that was the prob….it cost $70!!!! the guy said it might be another part which will cost us about 150 to fix!!! i was in tears…Kevin didn’t get upset and said he understood that in the next months i would have good days and bad days. we will just take it one day at a time. how did i get so lucky??