wanna feel better
i have been trying to figure out why i have been feeling like crap and my depression is getting worse even tho i'm on happy pills. after much research and talking with my therapist(she is also a nurse), i think i may have adrenal fatigue. basically it's your fight or flight response. it's only meant to be used for a short amount of time. i have lots of stress in my life lately along with my therapy bringing up crap from my childhood, it's all accumulative. Glenda pulled out some books and was looking thru them. she found a list of possible causes, she looked up at me and started to chuckle. i have pretty much all of the syptoms and possible causes. she wants me to call my ob and have thyroid testing. i've also been talking to Jenn and i will be calling our insurance to see what type of naturpathic is covered. i really need to get better cuz it's getting really bad. last week there were many days i couldn't even get off the couch after breakfast. it has been really tough and i just wanna get better!!! this also causes insulin resistance which explains why i can't loose my fat. i think this started comming up after i had Cozette and got a little worse while i was pregnant with Vahn. i thought i had gestational diabetes but the test was negative. my blood sugar would do wierd things. then this last 6 months it's getting exponentially worse. hopefully i can get to the bottom of it all and get better!!!
