Lately I feel I have hit a wall. I see what will be, however, it seems I can’t make any progress. I have a handful of women praying for me this past week. They think maybe God is telling me I need a period of rest (the whole back thing) to prepare for those awesome things. Yesterday at church it seemed God spoke to me almost immediately upon entering the doors through a song. I think I am just empty and need some filling up…..praying the Holy Spirit will fill me up with a new song. The past 6 months with the pregnancy, then adding a new baby, then my back issue, then the baby being sick this past week…my tank is empty. Pastor Ed was praying and commented about following God in the fog. It was like in the cartoons when you see the light bulb above the head. That is it, I feel I have been following God in the fog. I know He is there, I just don’t see His direction so clearly. I’m squishing through the mud trying to accomplish the mundane to get closer to my goals and dreams. I know my direction is right, I’m just not sure exactly what the road signs say. So, for now, I will be following God in the fog, reading my Bible though the words at time just don’t click, and taking this time to just chill.